Okay, LDR blogs can stop following me now. Justin broke up with me, it’s done.
I hate leaving.. I just.. Hate it. I can hardly stay by this gate. I want to run outside and call Justin and tell him I can’t leave. But I can’t do that. And I hate that I can’t do that.
Laying in bed, Justin’s husky Victor is curled up to my side and Justin’s fast asleep with his head in my lap. I am happy.
So, I just told my boyfriend’s Dad that I’m his son’s bitch and I know my place. The look on his face… Priceless.
It’s amazing how happy I feel here…And I feel like I’ve been away from home for so long, and I’m finally back.
I have a countdown app on my phone, and I just realized I can watch the countdown tick out as I land in New York :3.
It’s making my heart beat so fast that I’m going to see him in a few days.
I love you <3.
Justin called me tonight before he had to ditch his phone, and I just feel so happy that he thought of me. He actually thought to call me and did it. I’m just.. so content. I get to kiss him, cuddle with him, hold his hand, on Thursday. I can officially say that. THURSDAY. <3